That is what I was last night… Wide awake with my thoughts. A dangerous thing. Maybe it was something said, maybe it was just how I felt, but that maybe just isn’t right. I laid awake thinking maybe it’s not too late. This could go either way. It really could and that makes me sad. Because when it is good, it’s so good… And most of the time it is. Then there are a few moments that makes me wonder. Wonder what the fuck is going on?